You sit beside me. As you do, a frenzy begins in my head. Questions such as what should I do, where should I look, should I say hi, hello, what’s up, or hey become a vortex that makes my head ache. My entire body feels like jelly and my heart acts like I’m running for my life. It’s always like this. Cause and effect. You are the cause; I’m the effect.
– Written on November 4, 2009